Surrounded by fear,
Surrounded by agony,
Surrounded by love,
Surrounded by happiness.
Having to feel all those emotions makes me alive, I feel human. I had never felt fear nor truly happiness. It was always agony and love that my family and friends allowed me to feel. I had never felt so complete. You could say that I am insane for wanting those uncalled for emotions but you will never truly live if you've never felt 'em.
I smiled when I was in agony, I smile when I was in fear, I smile when I was dissatisfied with my friends, I smiled because I was able to be affected by those emotions, by my friends, by my family. I had never been bothered about what my friends had to say about me, or basically just about anything anyway even if they're my closest.
Ahh, like finally. I met a bunch who successfully transformed me 360. I don't feel as heartless as I was before. Ahahaha! that should be a good start, eh?
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