When you sulk, you'll realize no one knows or cares. When you don't answer, you'll realize they won't really know you're actually there all along. Have you ever want something so much, you can't sleep at night ? No matter how big and solid the lie I can create for others to see, on the inside, It hurts so much that they don't know the truth or know how I am feeling at the moment. I tell 'em all to smile but I could never return a genuine one. When they smile, I cry. When they laugh, I envy. Sometimes you just wish you could join in, but it's never easy to fit in. It never is. I realized I changed myself to fit a persona that I never thought I could be. How long would I be able to last with this lie? 6 months ? 1 year ? 5 yrs ? I am starting to fall apart. I'm drained.
"The public will believe anything, so long as it is not founded on truth".
- Edith Sitwell
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