C.S. Lewis once said, "Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art, It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things that give value to survival."
As I was looking into my 1339 text messages, I realized most of them recently was from HSD rather than my college or high school mates. I felt so out of touch with balance of friends. So I figured why not look into my cellphone's phonebook, and as I scroll down, there were tons of numbers but not one that I can really dial up and say "Hey, I've some issues, can we talk?" Probably just HSD friends.
Eversince I left HSD, I've been cut off some meeting times, and I got the chance to catch up with some old primary and high school friends, now when I look through my phonebook, there was atleast some out of youth friends that I can keep in touch with. I feel back in the game once again.
Don't get me wrong, I love HSD people, I really do. They were always there for me when I needed them, no doubt but sometimes I need someone that will advice me realistically rather than resort it back to buddhism. Maybe that's just me. Sometimes when I'm in a bad mood, all I want them to tell me is that it'll all be just fine, not go and chant it out.
Anyways, before I end this post, I have to take this opportunity to thank a dear friend. He was there for me when I needed a friend the most. I still remember the night, my dad came to me while I was IM-ing with him, and said, rach your mom is sad to see you sad too. *skip* what my dad said that night got me balling like no ones business and he was there to comfort me during my down times, all the late night calls and video calls. I owe him alot. Thanks Danny, for everything : )
Oh oh, since I'm stuck in coll till class begins at 1, spent some time listening to some good music. you should check it out!
1. Further - Long-View
2. What Is It To Burn - Finch
3. Rest In Pieces - Saliva
4. Glad - Tyler Hilton
5. Belief - Gavin Degraw
6. Glad To Be Alive - Low Flying Owls
7. Hang - Mojo Monkeys
8. Multiply - Forty Foot Echo
Rachel. T
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