2nd day into 2011. Some things are going well. Some things aren’t.
What?
Why?
How?
Who?
In the past 18 years of my life, I realized I have not done my duty as the oldest grandchild. Seeing the way my cousin move herself around my grandmother only awoken me to one thing. It is that, I have no idea how to look after my grandmother. When I saw her pale face, the 1st thing I did was panicked. All I could do was stand by one corner and watch. Knowing she wasn’t in perfect health yesterday, there was not a thing I could do, what is the point of getting so well educated yet not being able to handle such simple situation?
It was then, I felt like I’ve failed miserably.
Why is it so hard to show affections for the people I love and care for? I’m only dreaming with a broken heart. One day, I’m bound to regret it. Just like the lyrics in John Mayer’s song, giving up is the hardest part.
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