Route 66

If Only I Knew What Was On Your Mind . .

Then I wouldn't have hurt you.
Then I wouldn't have said those things.
Then I wouldn't have to try to figure.

And I am sorry. . .
Losing a closest friend is like having a part of your heart taken away, and that was how close I was to that pathway. I've tried my best to keep up to wherever you're at but somehow the path between us was like a hundred miles apart.
Boy, how I wish you knew how much you meant to me. I would never have you exchange for anything in the world, even if God gave me a chance to trade you for a successful life. Part of my life would be nothing without you. Having you to play a role in my life completes me.
When I first met you back when we were 10, you gave a very bad first impression and honestly I despise you. But as time went on, I've gotten to know you better, and I couldn't wait to get to school to talk to you. You've really became a good friend to me.
But I still hate the fact you made horrible nicknames for me and it went on till we were 12! Not that I can remember any of it now but I just dislike it. So much so I made another new friend who ended up your good friend, and he as well started taking on your role and made more.. Names for me -.-' and now when he sees me he stills whack me on the head. Ow!
Gosh, it's been like 4 years now. And all we did was keep up with each other online. Lol. And hey, I was really mad when you said you were going to die and so on and why I don't seem to care. Buddy, please don't joke around with this kind of matter and if I don't care, I would just seem to be a heartless friend.
So hey, this post is specially dedicated to you! And don't forget Darren, you'll always be my Best Friend! The one who knows me but I still am not sure if you really know me..! -.-'

AMAAAANNNNNDAAAA!!!! LI CHHHUUUAAANNG!!
After re-reading this post, I felt a sudden chill. Like omg, this post feels corny but hey, whatever it takes for him to know no other friend has yet manage to take over his place. But but.. not faaaiir laa! :P

Oh! All the best To everyone for the upcoming exams! Gambatte!