Route 66

Its time to finally reveal. . .

The True me is not a people person.
The true me hates crowds
The true me cares a little bout how a person looks.
But it still doesnt change who i am now because what you see is really who i truly am.
I do care a little bout how a person looks. Oh for god sake, stop saying you dont cause im sick of hearing it.

Everyone tells me " I dont make friends by how they look". HEY! that is ridiculus. Trust me, if a begger or a guy who looks friggin untidy & wants to get to know you or maybe lets just say a guy from ur class who is not good lookin & also wanna get to know you, ARE YOU REALLY SURE YOU DONT CARE? I know you do, oh trust me, i know u do. I know ur worried if anyone sees u hangin out wid him. Of course, reputation.

Cause u know what, I care a little, and it is not wrong! Mind you, even the guy in my class talks to me also i care people seeing me talking to him but i still did acknowledge him. And you know what, the problem is not with him. Its with me. I shouldnt care how he looks but i did and i felt bad but i couldnt help it. Hate me if you will but i bet you'll do the same because i know so.

I dont want to be that person, but im a human, i have feelings too and i dont wanna lie and live with it. YES I DO CARE A LITTLE! When i was in primary, i care, oh yes i care. When i hung out with those kind of girls, they change they way i was. The next yr, i made new friends in secondary. I changed tremendously because of them, i became less heartless =], more humble, i care what others think but in a good way, i care less bout how a person looks, and last but not least, i wanna thank my great friends who really and truly have been there for me!

Thanks Amanda and Li Chuang! Really, i appreciate what you guys had done!

Rachel. . .
Au Revoir. . .